Need

Try to forget everything about you,
try to stop thinking about you,
everytime i tried, everytime i failed,
it tears my heart every seconds.

Sitting on the chair that sit by you on that day,
eating the same pasta,
looking on the same scenery,
kissing on the rain...

walking in the rain,
tasting the acidic rain with my tasteless tongue,
asking myself do i have a chance to cry for you?
i need you for my heart.

I close the door,
trying to be alone on my bed,
the more darker the more i miss you,
i think i need your voice tonight.

The cuts become bigger and bigger,
the clock twisted into pieces,
i wish i have the chances to say i need you,
i memorize every words said by you.

I wish that i found a chance to hold u,
days after days..
i found that my soul,
needs your soul to color it with love.