我的错？

街边的凳子覆盖着冰冷的雪，
也许那时你对我说的是谎言，
墙角的记号还是那么的清晰，
对我的承诺早已被时间遗忘，
你那温柔又温暖的双手已冷，
夜晚的月光已不再像从前了。

看着手机里的号码，
感觉好陌生。。

早已忘了是什么时候，
你的身影已没有出现，
对你那模糊的样貌流泪。

到了现在还记得那晚的对话，
到最后那声音一直都围绕着。

也许那是你的决定，
也是那是我的缘分，
也许那是我的错，
也许你是对的。

到最后我还是搞不清楚，
也罢。。

It's Hurt So Much

I saw you riding towards him,
looking for something that i missed,
trying to pull back the time,
to recover what you had lost in him.

I see you walk in front of him,
forgive what i did to you,
erase everywhere that i went with you.

No matter what he said,
you still love him more than he does,
no matter how many cracks he made,
there still a lovely kiss from you to him.

Feels slightly better to be with you in a cafe,
tasting the sweet passion fruit juice,
i see your eyes filling with love and happiness,
trying to listen to your story about him.

Walking by your side down the street
you still smile to me,
asking when will we meet again?

Closing my eyes and yell,
it's hurt so much.

Commitment, Truth and Love.
You and Me.
When will it happens?

好想你

当雪积在门前
你乘着我们最后的会亿，
轻轻在我耳边道别，
随着身影的逝去，
我的心也只能默默的悲伤。

也许是夜晚的背叛，
把唯一的一点光藏起来，
也许是对我的责备，
你那微笑已不在，
能不能把期限延后?

也许是我的自私，
把你为一的照片藏起来，
你的离去已开始把我崩溃，
流泪已是我对你思恋的预兆。

慢慢的数着我为你折的星星，
一个一个的慢慢的放进瓶子，
湿着的星星在发光，
这是最后的礼物来告别对你的思恋。

在跨越阴沉的海之前，
在你那最美丽的笑容永远消失前，
希望我能再一次为你开个太阳花，
告诉你我多么爱你的笑容。

也许有一天的晚上，
在另一个边的你能在一次的轻轻告诉我，
“喂！我有想你哦~”

A little short but beautiful story

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
'Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river.'
The little girl said, 'No, Dad. You hold my hand.'
'What's the difference?' Asked the puzzled father.
'There's a big difference,' replied the little girl.
'If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.'

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond.
So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...

I Will

I went back to the old times,

Letting your sweet and charming smile walk with
me through the dark,

Checking the time that is shown on the photo,

Holding you as today is my 1st day to
drown to earth’s dust,

Sitting on the jalopy beside the beach,

I will be waiting for you to sing me a love
song,

I smell the salty wind blowing through your
long hair,

You have turned me to your shadow,

Always follow you and looking after you.

If I am going to hell, will I have the memory
to think of you; am I still in your heart?

Maybe one day I will meet you in my next life,

Is it possible that you’re the one who invites me into the land of love?

Drinking the pure sweetness of juice with you,

Reading the growth upon your face for my whole
life?

I’ll live the dreams when I’m with you,

Love the future because of your existence.

Even if I am not the one to accompany you walking
out of the grand hall,

Even if I am not the one giving you goodnight
kisses during the cold night,

Even if I am not the one who cooks for you when
you are hungry,

I will still be the one who loves you the most.

A Reason to Believe

With the moon bright in the sky

smiling through the phone,

i always remember your warmth and sweet voice

that headed me and my souless body to heaven

Sitting in front of the piano,

trying to tune its tone

to the day you accept my date

but my memory betrays me

The painting thats drawn with your smile,

began to fade to something i don't know

the colour of the silent night,

has no more space for me

Since the day i found my position

since your heart does not belong to me

the freak of myself start to shake,

your love isn't mine to hold

You swallow the oxygen around me,

spreading death into my heart

blame it on my naiveness

nothing to to hold you back in the beginning

Spilling the blood of mine,
undressing the skin that you wore
i just need one answer and one reason

Good Bye

Fill your arm with hugs,
through the darkest cave,
we have been fly together for 3 years,
let the memories stay with each of us.

Soon we will separate by different path,
let's make a wish to bless us,
catching the flying kite,
we will see each other heart at the peak.

Spreading my stories with the young..

The day we stay overnight,
the wind whispering in midnight,
struggling with our knowledge,
finished it with joy, laugh, frustrated, and tired.

Conflict between each of us,
had made the bridge become more stronger,
Raining in the morning,
continue with the morning dreams in class.

Receiving the assignment of competition,
the circle of 4 peoples become bigger,
every single blood we bleed,
brings back the joy of winning.

Having a china tour with you,
from stranger become friend,
from friend become buddy,
every single smiling face are being curved in my mind.

Trip to the island,
exploring the red wood forest,
sewing the gap between us,
catching every moments we have been through.

I lay down and patrolling through our memories,
every pain we went thorough,
every joke we laughed,
every crazy things we did.

3 years had tied us together,
we have been tasted the sweet and sour fruit together,
time goes by,
we are ready to face the new century.

I always remember the first day,
Seeing how you help us in the new environment,
Caring, smiling, joking had made you become so perfect to me,
my lovely club.

Preparing to aboard,
i sense the atmosphere of sadness,
standing of the different stations,
with each different dreams that waiting for us to catch.

The tiny line that tied us together,
shall never break,
the circle that we are in,
shall never become smaller.

Good Bye

Sweetness of June

The sky went black,
a guy sitting there,
my life was black,
an angel flew by;saw his wings had dissapeared,
Love, Happy, Laugh, Sweet, came to his life.

I heard the winds from your back,
from the day i met u,
i feel the love;i cant dream alone,
your present let me feel peaceful,
your sweet wipe off my fears,
sweetness of june juz let me feel ur present,
i wont fallen again,
as long as ur smile with me......

Only You

Touching a rose,
gaining some loves.

Light turns on,
the white paper burning,
red leaf falling down.

Who said being together is a dead 'letter?
sitting on a jalopy,
hoping we are a binary stars,
speed of the sonic,
i still can't reach to your hands.

Artist from chelsea,
paint your smile,
behind my eyes.
took over my pain.

I hope to become someone,
you will reliable,
catching the loves.

Singing from the shore,
a river between us,
i tried to burry it..
blood let the water became red,
i loves u.

I have wings, but i cant fly,
i cant fly through your heart,
pick up the apple,
but being covered by sorrow.

Will u give me a chance?

Missing

Blended Love,
empty bus station,
you are still you,
standing between my ears, under my hair,
makes me still cant forget you.

Healer can,t heal my pain,
through the brightness door,
i can't feel you in the dark,
a macabre story makes me feel relief,
coz i am being hurts deeply.

Brewed coffee bean, white forrest,
walking on a macadam road,
your shadow besides me,
a hole appears between my heart.

Where are you start your journey?

Black lantern,
a 'rabbit punch to my back,
i feel the missing of you,
makes me falling to the deep sorrow.

To pain to following your track,
tear myself away from him,
teardrop makes the track no longer visible to where you are,
i am missing in the white forrest,
without your notice.

ColOur

Colour Blind,
Blinded your love,
into black and white.

Sitting beside the shores, small light from the boat,
far away from your sight,
sadness come to you,
someone missing in 2 weeks,
disappeared without any warning,
i wish upon the night to wish you smile.

Touching your hair,
try to let your thinking calm down,
try to chase away the Old 'Harry,
awaiting someone to become your angel.

your mind had been awashed by the sea water,
through your thinking,
i feels your sorrow,
i feels your pain.

Towards the lightning,
to wipe out the darkness,
wish beyond the stars,
to know where you are,
blessing you all the way..

Blooming

Build a brige between you and me,
trying to cross to ur heart,
ur eyes was on him,
the focus are not with me.

Everyone has a sceret,
keep in their heart so badly,
same like i wan to keeps u with me,
sit beside u,
in a simply summer.

Meteor fly through,
my heart wanna back to u,
try to be an actor,
be the one u loves;
sorrows took over me.

Creamer with cherry,
i finds myself alone,
finding the strength,
to let me fly through ur heart,
to let u always remember me, under the stars,
in the sky.

I hurt so badly of thinking ur face,
ur cheerful.
Will u sad, when i with Undertaker?
Will u mad, when i with my god?

Standing on the stage,
recieving the cold freez,
only u the only one can let me warm,
you always behind my eyes.

Driving a car makes u appear,
the day we together,
ironing the picture,
flower blooms.

Will we blooming?

Frenz

This is for my all friends, although is not a good poem, but hope tht our friendship will last long~haha!!
all my friends in malaysia and singapore..
^^
how are u guys? all frens in SMKST.
^^

Doom has come,
close my eyes,
keep running,
sands flying past my mind,
Who will i be with?

Why we saw the same stars?
standing on the same land,
dreaming on the different dreams,
walking on the diifferent path,
running on the diffrent runway.

Holding a sword,
slashing a demon, the demon blood splashed on me,
standing there alone,
but, u came; wiped of my lonely, fears and my darkness,

You all my whole life,
always beside me,
two words to calling you,
'My Friend',
till the end,
we will together.

Non-Stop

Sounds of Blooming,
sounds of crying,
listen together,
falling forever from the cliff.

School bell rings,
a glass of water,
falling down from my heart,
feel the bitter of candy.

In my feel,
your appereance are like a rose,
seeing without touching.

A song played by you,
never go to my ears,
left behind by music,
pain chasing me like a shadow,

but,

the sky still blue,
the sun still bright,
a prayer still praying without stoping,
i still waiting for your reply without stoping.

Although the pain still without stop,
but, your smile courage me to stand,
your voice push me to stand.

Without stoping,
i still be there,
i still run to you,
i still see you there,
i still standing there,
i still smile to you,
i still waiting for you to open the doors,
i still loves you.

My Life

rom the day of 1111,
you saved my life,
from the dark hole,
change my name to 'love u'.

Pulled out a dagger,
replace it with an arrow,
different surface of two elements,
begin a new weather in my life.

Tears from your eyes,
a hug to let it evaporate;
A hole in your heart,
let me fill it with my life.

A cup of sky juice,
taste like apple juice,
when u appears in my life.

A red rose from the heaven,
grow in my heart,
your love forever,
grow in my life.

Day and Night,
time to time,
above the sea level,
can't stop thinking of you in my life.

240ml coffee,
makes me open eyes,
to solve the code,
for opening your heart,
to stay in there whole my life.

No heavens,
if you are not in my life,
No warm weather,
if you go away from my life.

A blue ball pen,
Can't finish writing my feeling to you,
my life to you,
my rose.

Frenz2

I won't show you what i feel,
I will smile, when i was crying,
I will be shine, when there was raining,
because of you, my old frens.

Goodbye to all the sadness,
goodbye to all the blue,
welcome to all the happiness,
welcome to all the sun shine.

Looking on the pages on my life,
you added the color on it,
with an undivided friendship,
you shine my life, with misunderstood, with answer,
with all the things i need..

I'm sorry that i hurt you,
when the day we meet,
your eyes just makes me angry.
But, with this misunderstood,
we became a partner, in the next hundred years.

I going to touch the sky,
i going yo play my life,
with you all,
i going to run everyday, with you all
on the runway of my life.

Goodbye to all exam,
goodbye to all yesterdays,
Welcome to all tomorrow,
Welcome to all experiences.

I gonna survive,
I gonna smile along the highway,
I gonna spread my wings and fly,
I gonna drink the lime juice with you.

You're all i need,
through the dark,
you are the worrior i need,
through the black gate,
you are the treasure i need,
to survive in this world,
you are the breathe i need,
to stand on the ground,
you are the friend i need,
to makes my life alive.

Miss

when tears in ur eyes,
the sound around you,
i'll be ur dreams,
i'll hold u tight, till tomorrow night.

I promise you,
with this vow,
no time to lose,
without you in my eyes,
i feels so dark.

Sitting beside the shores,
not even a signal;
far from the ocean,
link by a bridge,
i feels you.

A simply snow,
melt in the love of mine to u.

Feeling

Everyday and everynight,
u be the column of my heart,
let me get through everything.

The feeling to u,
makes me see in the dark and warm,
sitting on the snow,
pure water i get.

i don't wanna change the world,
i don't wanna be the first,
i don't wanna be everything,
only to become your love.

my life was paintless,
my heart was white,
before i saw an angel,
painted a smile.

i kneed down infront of soul,
ran into the empty house,
seeing what lefted behind,
to remind me what my feeling.

I Cry

From your side,
i see my image,
through the door,,
i get my answer.

Your eyes,
reflected my wrong,
your eyes,
sinked my right.

Walking on the highway,
sand fly by,
walking on the highway,
i cry.

Listening, asking, speaking,
sounds around my ears,
i need faith,
to get through what i did.

By your side,
feels quiet,
live in your hugs,
live in your world.

YoU

Reading on the pages of my life,
writing my love on it,
erasing my pain,
replace with your love.

Everytime i looks into your eyes,
i got your taste back of my eyes,
trying to pull it out;
i miss u.

A keychain with 2 keys,
one for truth,
one for love,
keys for your heart.

Counted on 1 2 3 4,
the ocean infront me,
covered my foolish,
you gave me a chance.

Singing the love song,
holding the lights while walking,
counting the steps,
my loves getting more and more.

i will take the hit,
i will take the pain,
i will give what i have,
to makes you smile.

Just want to let you know,
you had me from your voice.

忆

抬起头，携手和你，一起追梦。
白牡丹，灯灭星照，依然洁白。
山之南，对望着你，依然甜蜜。
星之空，月之微笑，微笑拥睡。
忆之梦，视听触幻，随你游走

爱-

言虽不甜，不知如何让嘴角起。
思念之火在深处，不灭。
红叶飞起，不停息的飞。
魔之咒，约束着，无阻。
白之燃烧，依然回忆。
光之线，缝制误会`爱意`距离。
发至颈，无法压制爱你的我，如树和水，如火和氧。
琴声，无不时的徘徊；思念，无不时的出现。

你

全世界只剩下这窗口，

我用心去堵住，

变成一个密室，

不让你离开。

在冷空气里着火，

使你感到温暖；

就在拥抱你的那一秒，

说出我爱你。

过去的已是过去，

就让我爱你，

让我等到答案的你，

我的肩膀永远都是你

你的每句话，

就像星座那样，

一直引导着我。

首饰的摇摆，

摆出了你的姿态，

摆出了对你的思念。

一条梦的项链，

织着我们的心，

面对着同一轮月亮，

倒映着我们对彼此的思念。

对爱一无所知的我，

不知如何哄你开心，

只知如何地爱你保护你。

七个月的追逐，

无法天天相见，

想着你的脸，

就像呼吸的一样持续。

四条一的日子，

让我下定决心，

在来临的一百年，

永远不会遗弃你。

真的爱你

月

月明之路，轻风静默，舞动爱叶。
月之衣，冷风飘叶，光芒依照，爱你无边。
南湖之离，风雨之影，停不了爱。
永恒之夜，亲你之心，永恒之爱。

Apple and Peach

Apple and Peach,
Confusing what is real.

A dam with water,
A heart with Love.

All the past i gone through,
All the history i made,
All the memories i been given,
All the path i had walked,
is peach~

An Apple,
may taste sour or sweet,
but i dont care,
because i really love it,
chewing, chewing and chewing.

I love the taste,
I love the juice,
I love the sour,
I love the smell.

Confusing to recognise,
Confusing of the taste,
Apple and Peach.

Finally know,
The taste of Peach,
The taste of Apple.

But still...
They still mocking me..
Keep mocking and mocking,
the taste of peach, the memories, and the path,
they keep mocking, scolding and laughing.

But, i dont care,
Because i Love Apple,
Because i able to recognise who is my apple..

Always my Apple~

Only One

Would You ever think that,
you are the only one i love?

She is my only One,
With All my love,
i said it.

Passing 3 Words,
to the dark,
for lighting up the space,
I love you.

Sun in the night,
moon in the day,
i saw nothing,
but your love.

Between of two palms,
i smell your love;
Fire in the vacum,
i light up with love.

Would You Ever think that,
Your the only one i love?

Because

Would you be back, when i call you?
Would you be there when i need you?
Would you call my name, when you are lying on bed?
Would you come to see me, when i'm sick?

But, it doesn't matter..
Because,

I will be there, when you call me,
I will be there, when you need me,
I will call your name, when i lying on bed,
I will come to see you, when you're sick.

Because,
I Love You.

I breathe in Your love,
It went to my heart,
Without giving any burdent,
I feels like a feather,
Because of you love.

I will always stand by your side.

Lost Angel

Your touch,
even from the icy river,
I feels so warm.

Sitting on a bench,
I'm a lost angel,
Waiting for someone to love, and care.

You came,
Sewing me one fully dreams,
i had never dreamt before.

You melted
the whole icy cold world,
i had been staying for the last few years.

Knocking on the door,
without a key,
you called my nick,
you pushed it,
you opened it,
and filled it with woods,
for burning.

I'm not an lost angel,
but an angel with wings,
with pride, with Love.

An angel that will be with you,
all the time...

宝贝

全世界的这一秒，看着礼物，忆着你的风.

一切一切都变甜蜜。

亲吻着你的脸，流过的星星，顿时停止。

黑夜亮了灯，我的心从没下过雨，因为你的出现。

否定着西方神话的存在，因为你我就像明月与星光，一直的存在着。

织着纸星星，看着诗句，心却一直有你。

鱼儿游啊 游啊， 水面的波动，一样清楚地看到你，

只因我爱你。。宝贝。

Truth

All the sudden,
The light blackout,
A white butterfly flied pass,
Caught my attention.

A white Wedding,
A pair of white Cloth,
A pair of rings,
A pair of love.

The Red dots,
gave me a feeling of love,
a warm touching..

Approaching to you,
taking my keys,
try to open a different door,
without any packing.

A lie,
tear it down,
with your true hearts,
I Love You..

We

As long as we are going,
we can take the train,
towards the sky and the sea,
becoz it's hard for me to lose u.

As long as we are standing,
we can glaze at the star,
dreaming of our futre,
becoz it's hard for us to stop.

As long as we are singing,
we can tell them,
showing them our name,
becoz it's hard for us to forget.

As long as we are thinking,
we can have the lead,
have the dimension of our life,
becoz it's hard for us to down.

School life,
pure friendship,
i love it,
and i love u~

笑

大雨中，
我看清原来的你，
忘了之前的你，
在次无法前进，
回忆一下全灭。

风中的声，
你那美貌后，
笑着我的傻，
莫名的邪恶，
夜里的笑声。

瀑布的严考，
没法与你牵手，
让我一直停留，
一直在文章之中，
一直流泪。

笑着我，笑着我。
一直看，一直看。。

Forever

For the truth,
that stay in the Dark,
makes some Bleeding.

For the Rainbow,
that appear after the Rain,
makes some Happy.

For the Flower,
that grows in the Spring,
makes some Smiling.

When they ask,
who am i,
i see u in far away,
running towards me.

When the sign become red,
beneath the ground,
A worm crawling.

When i gave u my words,
all that u need,
my joy flowing in my body.

Even when u feels alone,
so cold inside, so beautiful,
will makes me through, focus on u.

Holding a rose,
passing the message.

I see u in the dark,
with the light of my heart,
wake up from the fear of dying,
i wish to say to you, the word,
Forever~

My Lady

For the truth,
that stay in the Dark,
makes some bleeding.

For the rainbow,
that appears after the Rain,
makes some Happy.

For the flower,
that grows in the Spring,
makes some smiling.

When they ask,
who am i,
i see u far away,
Running towards me.

When the sign becomes red,
Beneath the Ground,
a worm crawing.

when i gave my words,
all that u need,
my joy flowing my body.

Even when i feels alone,
so cold inside, so beautiful,
u makes me through.

Focus on you, holding a rose,
passing the message.

You are my lady of rose....

Question

Holding an unfinished candy,
speechless to your love,
touching the last leaf that you picked,
trying to shake off your face.

Turning the speaker,
disobey your law,
that's hurt my cracking heart.

Questioning myself, why?

Memories make you so perfect,
like a blanket in the winter,
warming my icy heart,
turning me to a sweet candy.

For the reason,
my heart cracking,
nothing more but hate you,
try to vanish the path you walked,
giving myself a reason to lock your face.

Keep Questioning myself, Why?

A night without stars,
a heart with cracks,
tears reflect your Black side,
Erasing the color you painted.

Yesterday

Yesterday i opened my box,
trying to eat the chocolate,
missing my reception of my world,
missing my part of me.

Trying to shake off your shadow,
try to landing on the safety zone,
holding the candle light,
searching for shelter.

walking down the street,
walking down the beach,
walking down from stage,
walking through your memories.

Drinking a cup of coffee,
try to stay awake in night,
begging for shaking off your memories,
frozen it by my heart.

yesterday last time i saw you,
yesterday the last love i smelled,
today it's gone...

她

随着旋律，
有一个人走过，
哼着小调，
陪着寂寞的你。

分一半的翅膀，
让你觉得能够飞，
飞到一朵花前，
开着收音机，
听听她的笑声。

黑夜觉得是白天，
缠住的思念，
月下的倒影，
隐着她的笑脸。。

努力的记着她的笑，
努力的记着她的音，
努力的记着她的脸，
只靠着双耳，双手。。

黑暗里的光，
传来着期待，
期待她的出现。。

主角一直坐着等待，
她的光芒。。
好好的爱她。。

Sinner

walking in the rain,,
holding an broken heart,
lights up surround with candle,
knee down to something.

Something that took my heart,
something that broke my wings,
something that slashed my soul.
something that drop me down to hell.

staring at unfinish story,
Dirts fly into my eyes,
tears drop down;

modifying my soul,
crushing my thought,
reducing my hurts,
adding my sin.

yell at sky,
calling out the rainbows,
rain drops on me,
even more hates me.

i am a sinner..

Warming

Closing the window,
feels the dark of the world,
hiding below the blanket
listening to the tears every night,
Knee down to pray.

Stretching my hands for help,
Asking anyone there to accompany,
I’m crying, I’m dying,
sitting on a jalopy, starring at the sky.

I want to scream in front of the worlds,
The way of lonely I met.

Feels a warm water,
Pour from my head,
I see you standing there,
Raise me up from the dark.

You accompany me for 3 years,
Sewing sweet dreams for me every night,
Chasing away my sad thought,
Bringing me laugh and teaching me how to smile.

The memories you gave me as gift,
It makes me feel bigger,
Feel more yearning to go back.

specially for all my frens in sp~ :) and my Club~ ISC

Losing Control

Erase my mind,
Use all i have to slash my enemy,
To drink all the blood i collected,
My Old man keep shouting,
Try to forgive my heart.

Easy to ache,
To what i've done to cry,
Devil saw i wearing the cloak,
Monster in my dreams,
Eating my flesh.

Finding a suitable soul...

Inside my madness,
i am cutting my scars,
try to release my pain from it,
dripping my blood to your soul,
to help me vanquish the enemy in battle.

Crying for your misunderstood.

Angel

It is not hard for you to run the longest road,
when you have a heart that filled with faith.
It is easy for you to cry out your tears,
when you pray without your heart.

No task you can't finish,
if you believe it when you pray.

Let your tears down when you feels bad,
i will rush towards you to wipe it away.
No matter who you are,
i'll be your light and voice.
Light up every dark corner in your life,
direct you to your final goal.

Seek for me when you need a shoulder,
look for me when you need a pair of ears,
search for me when you need a big hug,
i'm nearby you.

Give me your hand,
and cast all your fears on me,
let me hold them for you,
to show you a better day,
there will be no distance between you and the world.

When you need me,
i'll be your side.

Just let me be your Angel...

Why

You lay on my arms,
you feels my cold there,m
u pull out my message that transmitting,
that i sent wrongly to you,
u asking who am i contacting with?

The time we have been together,
i used the red paint to cover it away,
through the conversation in the phone.
you cried and ask me, why?

why? why u still ask why?
why u still need me ?
why u still need my arm?
why u still me to wake u up with call?

U did nothing wrong,
u always in the right side,
TO hEll for Those Promises u made to me!
you never Fulfill any of them!
U always SAid~ U aLways Said that thiS is thE one last time!

NO! No! NO! I was wrong..

yeah, you are wrong,
u are the one who start it,
now i just help u to finish it.

NO NO NO! i promise u! this is the last time!

yeah, i give u the last kiss goodbye..

You said i'm a murderer,
i'm a destroyer,
No, i just wanna be myself,
i just don't want to say i love you.

Everything i did in past,
you just treat it like candy,
candy that can be split it out without any single thought,

why? why? baby why?

You shut ur mouth and listen to my heart,
the scars u left,
become more and more deep,
i don't want to open up and show you,
but you keep spraying salt water on it,
force me to feels it.

The piano that u used to play,
i crush it with ur watch,
i juz crush it with my heart..
with the cracking heart.

Alone

My hand just can't stop to write out your name,
i am here to play out your lyrics,
tonight is only you and me,
wherever i go i just can't stop sing your love.

The secret little present,
represent the secret side of yours,
sitting beside where u sit before,
so far to reach to you.

Lie my hands on your body,
searching breath from your body,
my eyes filled with tiredness,
i just still walking like a cripple animal.

Since the last time i kiss you,
everyday i smells your lip,
think about you every time i rest,
the night you and me.

I pick up a cigarettes,
light up with my sadness,
stay alone in my dreams,
everything i know about you just like a tattoo,
can't be wash away by time...

Guitar

Pick up my guitar,
i throw myself in a closet,
write out the taste of love,
remind me your back and hair,
wish to holds your hand behind my back.

Hundred of birds fly over,
thousand of sounds separate you and me,
i sit beside the road,
each time i pick up the red seed,
i am alone with the dark.

Playing my guitar,
sing out the song of an angel,
she sit in the next room with a coffee,
looking at the most beautiful view in my life,
listen to the sounds of her sweet smiling.

With the sound of guitar,
each different sounds represent my love to you,
the heart of mine keeps pumping and pumping,
when i close my eyes the flash of your smile keep flashing.

i just can't help to play a love song for you...
i just can't stop to write a love song for you..
a song of angel with my guitar..

慢慢

看着他的照片摆在你床边，
窗外的树叶慢慢的排飘着，
随着我们的记忆慢慢的飞，
我慢慢的开始对你的香水有点兴趣。。

喝一半的咖啡，
让我无法在接下一口；
看一半的漫画，
让我无法再看下去；

我慢慢以你的影子作为路标，
慢慢开着车一路寻找，
雨越夜越迷人，
在灯下，你的影子还是那么迷人。

秋天红叶飞舞，雨夜漫步迷人，
香水依然残在，狂风依然狂吹。

我虽不是你的那一位，
但很开心能陪你。。。

Grandma

Standing between the shadow and light,
i bend down to hold your hand,
your trembling lips telling me to smile,
everyone eyes filled with tears and red.

Picking up the young memories,
i saw you sewing my blanket,
i saw you sitting in the living room for our arriving,
i saw you waving ur hand to say goodbye.

You always talked to me in dialect,
i always smile back to u without understand a single words,
now seeing you lie on the bed,
i wish to talk to you but not just smiling,
but you cant remember my name.

It's kinda hurt,
knowing dropping tears is not good,
but still i can't control it,
i cried..

I tried to look at you,
tired to call you grandma,
but still you can't recognize me.

All i can do now,
is to pray for you, grandma.

A story

Every night u cry yourself to sleep,
asking why this happen to you,
everything remain so difficult to you,
stars remain to shine the whole night.

You asking for a miracle that will happen to you,
you start walking down from your bed,
sit down beside the windows,
stars remain to shine the whole night.

The phone ring,
a voice that makes me feel calm and sweet,
i pray that this will last long,
stars remain to shine the whole night.

I feels your touch in my dreams,
the voice light up my life,
drinking a cup of coffee while waiting,
the stars fly by my window.

No more reply and ringing,
i waited the whole night with a cup of tea,
not even a message has been seen,
the sky is dark.

Can't you see how hard i have been,
when you don't even look at me,
dreams had been wiped,
i will try to let go..

Regret

Sitting beside an old tree,
counting how many days u had left me,
6.45pm in the evening,
looking at the sun set,
you appeared in my dream.

A bear hug from you,
enough for melting the ice mountain;
A kiss from you,
enough to revive me from death;
One life time is not enough for me to love you.

Holding your hand in the mid night,
walking beside your school,
i felt my heart beat and your blushing,
i gave you a surprise kiss,
and you said i love you.

The light went dark,
holding your icy hand,
praying god to let you off,
praying to exchange my life,
hopes gradually withered away.

The thick mist mysteriously appeared in my dream,
i yelled for your answer,
i saw your shadow walk away from me,
i ran towards your shadow and tried to search for you,
only found ashes in my hand.

Every promises i made,
turning into ashes in a single glance,
begging for a minutes to let me fulfill a promise,
to say "Can you let me take care and love you..forever?"..

This is a long journey,
just give me your hands,
i shall rise you as a god of my world,
spreading your loves and kisses in my world.

i recall your display pictures,
a sweet lovely ducky,
you are the first that makes feel shine,
to me you are perfect in the white december.

Checking my watch in 10 feet deep,
try to dive in to seek for ur warm hug;
try to be there to make for u a morning breakfast,
try to apologise for past i did.

You talked to me with a simple smile,
while waiting for bus in a station,
you waved goodbye to me,
the last word for me " see you ".

Taking another pill for exchanging a kiss,
holding an umbrella under the sun,
for waiting for your shadows to come in,
but i just turns around and crush the statue of god

Sweating behind the phones while the lake starts to form,
white flakes starts to fly,
i stand alone on the floor that made of ice,
cracking sounds tearing my heart,
i wish to say the last word to you,
" Will you remember me? "

星

灼伤的心情在等待，
等待着你的影子消失，
眼睛的泪水才慢慢流下，
也许是对你的道别。

黑夜的天狼星，
闪烁着与那天一样的光芒，
回家的路上的野花，
依然与那天一样的香。

在一起许过的愿望，
我尝试的去实现，
但现实的残酷把它推下黑暗，
让我明白你的离去是多么痛苦。

没有你在凌晨的陪伴，
安静的黑夜仿佛在嘲笑我，
也许我并不是你的依靠，
但那依然是我的愿望。

如果我是你心中的那颗星，
我不会与你等待流星，
因为我会在你身边，
替你实现你的愿望。。

也许会有那么一天。。

你能实现我的愿望。。

If

I don't need anything,
if one day i left here,
is there any tears from your eyes for me?
is there any words just for me?

All the laugh u gave to me,
let me feels so lucky to know u,
the perfect eyes that i never seen before,
the perfect soul that i never met before.

I don't want anything,
if i drown in the sea,
will you pull me up?
will you scream for me?

I am losing control of myself,
missing you before sleep became my hobby,
chasing your bus with my bare foot,
listen to the love song every night.

I don't need anymore dreams,
if i stand beside you,
is there any chance for u to notice me?
will you look at me?

Every night with two cups of coffee,
i lay myself on the bed with open eyes,
looking at the moon the reflect your shadow,
i heard your voice lingering inside my mind.

I am standing at the corner,
trying to talk to you,
reading in the corner of the room,
trying to stand beside you.

If i can holds your hand,
i don't need anything.
If you can smile to me,
I'll be waiting for you.

Different Love

Walking in the mirror,
a different world with my fantasy,
a jar of beer,
but still can't get rid of my thought.

Every places in the midnight,
become so bright like the morning,
bright until i wish to take another pill to kill,
sleeping in the forest.

Holding an apple to meet you,
the Joyful morning with the morning bird around,
sitting by the blue river,
chewing the lovely apple.

I'm stacking up my mind,
with the dreams that i locked in the safety box,
i light up the red light of warning,
to prepare the news that could drown me death.

Breaking up the glasses,
catching the dust of all good things;
Deep in the sea,
i saw my own colorless heart,
pumping without timing.

A different world with my fantasy,
a different fantasy that appears in the mirror,
a different love that u gave me,
a different ending that we both have.

Need

Try to forget everything about you,
try to stop thinking about you,
everytime i tried, everytime i failed,
it tears my heart every seconds.

Sitting on the chair that sit by you on that day,
eating the same pasta,
looking on the same scenery,
kissing on the rain...

walking in the rain,
tasting the acidic rain with my tasteless tongue,
asking myself do i have a chance to cry for you?
i need you for my heart.

I close the door,
trying to be alone on my bed,
the more darker the more i miss you,
i think i need your voice tonight.

The cuts become bigger and bigger,
the clock twisted into pieces,
i wish i have the chances to say i need you,
i memorize every words said by you.

I wish that i found a chance to hold u,
days after days..
i found that my soul,
needs your soul to color it with love.