Regret

Looking from the tower of desire,
i barely see your shadow under the moon,
trying shut down the door of reality,
seeking for the eternal life,
in order to able to love you forever and a day.

Among the sheep and wolves,
i stand alone beside the cliff,
unable to breath as normal as you,
learnt as an experience of life,
i had once lost,
once been loved by you.

The secret lies down the earth,
i hope that i brought to the line,
in front of judgement,
i sit down for a minute,
slashing my memories,
burning my cloths,
dragging you out of my painting.

I did what i need,
but, realized what i did was wrong,
chanting for luck,
luck that i need to be forgive,
a forgiveness that will never been accept,
accept by the soul.