Regret

Looking from the tower of desire,
i barely see your shadow under the moon,
trying shut down the door of reality,
seeking for the eternal life,
in order to able to love you forever and a day.

Among the sheep and wolves,
i stand alone beside the cliff,
unable to breath as normal as you,
learnt as an experience of life,
i had once lost,
once been loved by you.

The secret lies down the earth,
i hope that i brought to the line,
in front of judgement,
i sit down for a minute,
slashing my memories,
burning my cloths,
dragging you out of my painting.

I did what i need,
but, realized what i did was wrong,
chanting for luck,
luck that i need to be forgive,
a forgiveness that will never been accept,
accept by the soul.

云烟

有一位，
一位能看透我的心，
一位能伴我左右，
一位能分享幸福。

也许觉得，
能与你在梦里喝杯月影茶，
笑着笑着，
一片落叶，慢慢消逝。。

当时间逝过，
心开始慢慢瓦解，
一滴眼泪，
回忆着你，
忘了你的名，
记着你的背影。

一楼云烟，
能不能让我再次握着？

Vows

I saw you,
trying to grab the tail of the wind,
singing with your lovely voice,
dancing around the pool,
you showed me the meaning of love.

Holding tightly together with your love,
you vowed to love her forever,
reaching beyond others to care, to love,
the angel on a white dress smiled.

Both of you read out the vows to each other,
surrounded with blessing and love,
prepare to move,
share the same diary,
paint the same painting,
share the same burden.

The wind whispering around the table,
with the sounds of moving pen,
the event ended with joys and happiness,
the hugs and kisses between each others,
i hear the sound of bell from the nature.

当初

那一天，我们一起等，
一起走到这一天。

从不一样的方向，
不一样的背景，
不一样的借口，
慢慢的在一起。

或许是一种平凡，
也许是一种幸福。

还记得第一次的对话，
像照片那样，
一直都在，
寂寞的良伴。

一首简单的校歌，
默默的陪伴至毕业，

那一天，我们拥抱。

简单的约定，
“喂！找一天喝茶去！”
却变成不简单。

心的改变，
也许是我们长大，
也许是它让我们忘了，
当初的拥抱。

你的祝福，
他的拥抱，
当初的约定。

When?

All along from the start,
i see your soul salvaged my body,
disgrace my own soul on pursuing,
on the white bench beside your house,
i cried.
Step out the circle that u drew,
i made up a story to convince myself,
every single scars on me,
crying for the touch of your smile,
the smile that will never shine on me again.

I see a couple sitting beside a tree,
the tree which curved our names,
with a burned mark on it,
a secret which caused us apart,
will it be rewind?

Stand still on the ground while you call me,
i thought i would be stronger.

The warmth feels of your fingers,
still crawling around my arm,
the stars i named our names,
becomes so dim and dark.

Should i start now?
Drying the river or build a dam?

When will the black dot vanish,
tonight?

or maybe tomorrow?
When?

Lifeless

Questioning myself,
am i swimming in the faith?
bushes burn in front of the house,
a darker replacement offered by an unknown,
a lifetime promise ended silently,
will it be an always?

I barely look into your eyes,
keeping the distance within the zone,
light of warning keeps me back.

The boat is sinking,
the song getting louder than usual,
stage of killing is going on,
the barn getting colder than usual,
i feels lonely in the sea.

Rising sun called faith,
i reached my hands to your face,
the coldness strikes through my heart,
a white hawk flew by the sky,
the wind cut through your lifeless hair,
i saw myself in your lifeless eyes,
i can't smell the faith.

Tried to crawl out the sand to the green,
tried to beg for savior to enter the dark,
the bones cracked to pieces,
flesh had been burned.

I stand in front of truth,
close my eyes,
imagine your face,
imagination keeps you alive.

Questioning myself,
am i still can swim?

Continute Dancing

Reading the relationship between u and me,
Holding the broken arrow with a broken heart,
Letting the real and bitter truth pass through my heart,
There was a flower in my soul,
but u kill it with words.

The trouble u created is still haunting my nightmare,
No matter,
how I Extends the period of love,
How I Resist the crawling sound,
I am still able to see u beside the river.

The way u talk had changed,
Since the day I told u,
Every moment of drawing on paper,
I smells your hate to me,
Every seconds of my life was a white paper.

No one willing to take the sickness,
Am I the fool among them?
Reaching my hand and wish to seek for a sip,
Swinging the lust,
Reliance with the desire that offered by sorrow,
I am leaving.

But,
I will always swim and dance,
continue until ashes drown me..