Lifeless

Questioning myself,
am i swimming in the faith?
bushes burn in front of the house,
a darker replacement offered by an unknown,
a lifetime promise ended silently,
will it be an always?

I barely look into your eyes,
keeping the distance within the zone,
light of warning keeps me back.

The boat is sinking,
the song getting louder than usual,
stage of killing is going on,
the barn getting colder than usual,
i feels lonely in the sea.

Rising sun called faith,
i reached my hands to your face,
the coldness strikes through my heart,
a white hawk flew by the sky,
the wind cut through your lifeless hair,
i saw myself in your lifeless eyes,
i can't smell the faith.

Tried to crawl out the sand to the green,
tried to beg for savior to enter the dark,
the bones cracked to pieces,
flesh had been burned.

I stand in front of truth,
close my eyes,
imagine your face,
imagination keeps you alive.

Questioning myself,
am i still can swim?